I have not blogged
in a while due to many reasons. The biggest reason is that I am currently going
back to school and already writing thousands and thousands of words a week. As
much as I love writing, I am already writing so much I just don’t have the energy.
This week, however, I heard the story of Brittany Maynard.
For those of you
who are unaware of her story because you live under a rock and/or don’t use
social media, she is a charming and active 29-year-old woman who has been
diagnosed with terminal brain cancer. (I
encourage everyone to go to Brittany’s website http://www.thebrittanyfund.org to
watch the poignant video). This woman is going to die, but she has decided to
do it on her own terms. Unfortunately, Brittany, like me, lives in the
beautiful state of California that denies the right to death with dignity.
Brittany was forced to uproot from her home in San Francisco to go to Oregon
that allows her to control when she dies. On November 1st (after her
husbands birthday), she is going to go upstairs to her bed while surrounded by
her family and friends, turn on her favorite music, and go to sleep. No loud
medical alarms in a sterilized hospital surrounded by unfamiliar people in
scrubs with the old lady down the hall screaming to get out of bed. No drawn
out morphine drips and days of her body painfully and slowly shutting down.
I have been
thinking about her since I heard her story. She is about my age, and she seems
like a person I could be friends with. I also am angry. Furious. Frustrated.
Why does she have to go to Oregon to do something that is difficult enough
already? Not only is she facing her own mortality and suffering from the severe
symptoms of having a brain tumor, she had to leave her home. Her brain is
swelling up and causing severe and incapacitating seizures, so she is on harsh
medications that cause their own severe side effects. She can’t even be home in
her city and State where things are familiar for her last difficult days. This
is ludicrous. This is WRONG.
Before I receive the angry hate mail
from my religious friends and my “slippery slope” pessimist friends, hear me
out. Ok, so you believe that it is “wrong” for her to take her own life. Well
guess what? I think it is wrong to make decisions for other people. I have heard
the “we shouldn’t play God” case, and I would like to point out that we are way
beyond that. A ventilator that forces air in and out of a person's lungs is
playing God just as much as providing enough morphine to go to sleep. We play
God when we prescribe and administer insulin for high blood sugar, and no one
seems to argue against that. If death-with-dignity goes against your religious
beliefs, don’t do it. Pretty simple solution, if you ask me. Freedom of choice
should be paramount, not the freedom for you to never be offended by others
choices.
OK, so I
understand the slippery slope argument. If we allow this, it could be abused
and before we know it we are killing off the mentally and physically disabled. Great
point, but hold on. “Death-with-dignity or aid in dying is a
medical practice in which a terminally ill and mentally competent adult
requests, and a doctor prescribes, a life-ending medication the person
self-administers” (The Brittany Fund, 2014). TERMINALLY ILL and MENTALLY
COMPETENT. This is a voluntary choice of the physician and the patient to
participate. If the prescription is written, it does not have to be filled or
used. In the 17-year history of this law, many people have chosen not to use their prescription. Just
having a choice to end the suffering if it gets too much is a comfort. The slim
potential for abuse should not be a reason to refuse this choice. Narcotics are
addictive and regularly abused, but somehow people still get NORCO for back
pain. Let's decide to allow terminally ill people the choice to decide if and
when they would like to die if it all gets to be too much.
I
could write an entire blog on death and dying and my observations on how our
society perceives it. Maybe I will sometime. Essentially? We are afraid of
death, but we all must die. Our religious beliefs give us guidance on what
happens after, but we all must someday take the “big sleep”. If a person is
facing imminent death and suffering, is it fair for us to tell them they must
continue to suffer until the bitter end because we don’t like it? Because it
makes us feel uncomfortable?
Still not convinced
Death With Dignity is a good idea? Let me break this down. Do you have terminal
cancer?? No??? Sit down and shut up. You do have terminal cancer but still
believe in suffering it out? That is your choice. Why should you decide for
others? You live your life the way you see fit and let others do the same.
Personally,
I am going to join the fight to get Oregon's Death With Dignity Act to
become standard in every State.
Love to Brittany, her family, and
all those in similar circumstances.